me, myself and them

7:41PM

i cant stand it when once you have gone with someone and you then talk to someone and all the fucking feeling come back i cant fucking stand it at all fuck ing a man i hate people sometime....FUCK...

and i cant talk to any one about this person because everyone hates him and everytime i bring up his name...


i dont even know why im putting this in here and any ways im really suck at home and i cant stand it..

Current mood: annoyed

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9:05PM

wow so what have i been up too!!

tina and i went to the ICP show that was fucking great...

i cant stand my school that much and the people there i mean its like there all sluts and all they think baout is sex i mean really why dont you get a fucking life, but now i have a thing called a five day vacation yea lets see last night i got drunk (firsttimer) im been tipse but never really drunk but anyways i think thats all i cant really remember so buh bye all

Current mood: drained

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2:42AM

Hair color? black brown or multi....
Eye color? green bright green

Height? 6'0"

Six pack? dont have to have one but its nice

Long hair or short? both

Glasses? maybe

Piercings? yes

Eyebrows? pierced!!!!

Big butt or little? medium

Chest hair? gross :(

Buff or skinny? dont care!!!!

Teeth? i love teeth so they must be good!!!!
Section 2

Funny or serious? both

Party-hopper or more stay-at-home? both

Should he/she be able to bake or cook? cook i love when i dont have too!!!!!

Does he/she have a best friend? DUH!!!

Is it okay for him/her to have a lot of female/male friends? i dont give a shit as long as they're not all over him....

Out-going or shy? out-going

Sarcastic or sincere? both

Does he/she love his/her mother/father? yes

Should he/she watch chick-flicks? no

Would he/she be a smoker? no

How about a drinking? yes

And swearing? duh stupid ass

Would he/she play with your hair? yes

Would he/she have more than one girlfriend/boyfriend at a time? no

Would he/she pay for you when you're on a date? duh .... im poor...

Does he/she kiss on the first date? yes

Where would you go for dinner? someplace that has food DUH

Would he buy you flowers? maybe

Would he/she lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies? yes

Would he/she write poetry about you? maybe

Would he/she use endearments? i dont know what that means so...

Would he/she hang out with you and YOUR friends? yea

How about you hanging out with him/her and HIS/HER friends? yes

Would he/she walk you up to the door at the end of the evening? yes

Would you hold hands? does the arm count and yes....
Section 3 Would he or she...

play soccer? yes

Baseball? maybe

Football? if he feels like it

Basketball? sure

Water polo? nope

Golf or something equally boring? no

surf? yeah

Skateboard? DUH

Snowboard? DUH

Can he/she sing? great if so...

Play the guitar? does the bass count

Play piano? maybe thats up to him

Play the drums? DUH

keep their room clean? well enough

Is he/she an artist of sorts? maybe

Does he/she write his/her own music? if they feel like it!!!!

Does he/she have pets? english mastifs (3)
Section 4

Does he/she use the word dude? yea dude

How about tight? probably

Would he/she watch the sun rise and set with you? yes

What kind of car does he/she drive? he would own an 88' volkswagen gti

How old is he/she? between 18-20

What's his name? cough***donaven***cough

Current mood: drained

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8:23PM - ow ow ow ow

lately what im been doing is i guess burning myself becasue last night i was cooking a dinner for soemone and my arm thought oh a stove i can just touch it and burn me hahahah i wont feel a thing kyla will ......


so if you guys dont understand i burnt my amr last night on the stove and it fucking hurts so bad.....

but thats about it

Current mood: with a head ache

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6:45PM - i had to take this quiz!!!!!!!

Current mood: annoyed

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3:49PM - so...

well lets see i havent updated in a long time do to peopel fucking with my computer and shit like that but in that time what have i done..... absolutly nothing besides help tina move and unpack but thats about it for me if i tihnk that i have done something else i will let all know ok buh bye

Current mood: aggravated

Current music: pink

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4:41PM - LOOK HE"S SO PWETTY

Your welcome Kyla..!!!!!!

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12:08PM - i hate phones!!!!!

You are the most important person in his life. He
would do anything to see you smile. Actually,
he would be the PERFECT boyfriend. Always
getting lost in your eyes, always treating you
like a princes and always saying a joke to make
you laugh your head off while he smiles at your
hysteric laughter. Yup, he is the person you
were destined to fall in love with.


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You represent... playfulness.
Playfulness can often be mistaken for sluttiness or
flirtiness... Flirting is something you enjoy
doing, but you're mostly just about having fun.
You're into partying, and it's seems that
people enjoy your company as much as you enjoy
their's.


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Current mood: bitchy

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7:57PM

-favorite teacher:mrs.rose

-hottest teacher: cant say i ever thought that one of my teachers was hott.

-favorite subject:sceince

-most memorable moment: when i killed a snake with a stick at age 2

-number of pople you've played at once: i've never played any boy but he cheated on me

-most times you've had sex with one person: never had sex

-number of times you've had sex total:virgin sorry!

-what's the furthest you've gone sexualy recieveing: do you really want to know that?

-what's the furthest you've gone giving:why would i tell you people!!!

-are you dating right now: no

-do you have someone in mind that you wish you were dating: yea****(cough donaven cough)*****

-what's their name: read last ? and find it ...

-what does the number 5 remind you of: tinas b day

-what does the name joe mean to you: nothing really

-what does the sign stop mean to you: go really really fast right tina

-what does the astrological sign aquarius mean to you: that its my sign

-what does the word treasure mean to you: GOLD.....

-who is your best friend, name only one:TINA i think thats what she is .....

-why is this person your best friend: because she takes me out of this hell hole that i live in....

-do you tell this person thanks: yes all the tina!!!

-does this person know that you are thankfull: YES......

Current mood: tired

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10:49AM

x. father thinks I am: his favorite

x. mother thinks I am: a great kid but could be better

x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: I don't have a boyfriend.
x. three things you are often complimented for: my eyes, being someone that can listen, being a good friend.
x. you get embarrassed when: when tina does sometihng to me to make me embarrassed.

x. makes you happy: Hanging out with my friends. Being at the pool hall, even if I am totally screwing messing up.

x. upsets you: No being able to talk to someone and when i do i then feel really stupid

yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: this one.

x. you like to cook: Sometimes. i love to cook but only for myself...
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: nope i dont have any that tina dont know already

x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: My alarm clock yesnope i cant stand that

x. you believe in love: yes i do.....

Who is....
the prettiest female/Male you know: tina, banita, eli,
as guy now i think that donaven and niglet are hot if that counts.
The weirdest person you know: shanellda
the Loudest Person you Know: me me me
the Sexiest Person you Know: fieldy (bass korn)
Your close friends: tina, michelle, james, jordan
the Person that Knows the Most about you: TINA
Most Boring Teacher: goodpaster

What is...?
your most overused phrase on IM: haha
the last image/thought you go to sleep with:i dont know
your best feature:my eyes and hair
Inside joke: kool aid(tina)

Do You...?
take a shower everyday: Yeah
have a (any) crush (es): yes
think you know you've been in love: yeah think thats what it was....
want to get married: In the future....
get motion sickness: no not really...
think you're a health freak: HAHAHA...do i look healthy
get along with your parents: nope i dont....
like thunderstorms: nope i fucking hate them...

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK Of
Ryan: old friend
Rob: my moms friend
Drew: my old friend from elementry
Stephanie: the one from skill center (tina knows her)
Heather: Lawsen
Aaron: laggers
Amy: bitch
Will: Smith
Paul: i dont know
Eve: christmas
John: willy wonka
Laura: Croft
Alex: shorty
Dave: ummmmmmmmmmmmm
Justin: my moms friend
Ricky: martin
Jacob: mexican.
Jack: ass

x. SIGN: water sign aqauaris
x. NATURAL HAIR COLOR: blonde.
x. CURRENT HAIR COLOR: black,blonde, oreange,red,i think thats it....
x. EYE COLOR: hazel
x. BIRTHPLACE: shelton washington
x. family: theres two of us....
x. PARENTS: My mom linda. My dad, steve.
x. SIBLINGS: none
x. FAVORITE RELATIVE: does tina count ...
favorites:
NUMBER: 7
COLOR: RED, Black
Day :friday (even though i have to wait until 9 to do something.....
MONTH: June, October, August.
SONG: Eleven Finger-One thing
FOOD: Wraps. I have found how good they are.
SEASON: Summerfall
SPORT: Volleyball and soccor...
DRINK: smiernoff, Mikes Hard...i love me some drinks

prefrences:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Cuddling is a little better I think. I haven't done it, but it seems alot better.
CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Hot Chocolate
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk Chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate

in the last 24 hours have you:
CRIED? No...
HELPED SOMEONE? Yeah...I always try to help people.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? Yeah...there isn't a time where I don't buy something.
GOTTEN SICK? last year....
GONE TO THE MOVIES? yes like two weeks ago..
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Yeah...Carl's JR, fuckin Mark haha.
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? i say i love you all the time when i leave my house to my mom....
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? No
TALKED TO AN EX? No
MISSED AN EX? yes all the time but hes an ass hole...
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Yeah
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? With tina.she's good with that stuff.
MISSED SOMEONE? hell yea i do
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes just last night
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? Yeah, but not physically.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? yea but a long time ago and were still friends...

Current mood: annoyed

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2:26AM - board

"favorite song: faggot

1. How often do you listen to Korn?:
at least once a day.

2. How many times have you seen Korn live:
twice.. once at popsux tour and second at salem armory.

3. How much puma gear do you have?:
none, because im poor......


4. what occupies your time most:
"school,my family,friends."

Current mood: tired

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8:23PM - funnnnnn

so i went through my phone book and i decided to call donaven andi was like i called you like three weeks ago and i wanted to know if you wanted to go dancing and he was like did anyone answer the phone i said nope he was like fuck, i was like what he goes i would have gone but whatever and i was like well ill talk to you later and he was like yea you ahve to call me the next time you go please i was like sure....

so besides all that i had a good few days and today was my first day of school so i guess that was oook but i gtg ttyl guys

Current mood: excited

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1:04AM

Last big car ride:
the last time i went to spokane!!

Last kiss:
anthony(ass hole)

Last good cry:
when my cousin made me cry at muchas

Last movie seen:
the new excorsist

Last library book checked out:
oh man that has been a while...i dont remember...

Last beverage drank:
monsert

Last food consumed:
lleb-o-cat

Last crush:
my cousins friend (johnny)

Last phone call:
i called tina

Last TV show watched:
save the last dance

Last time showered:
an hour ago

Last shoes worn:
my osiris

Last CD played:
korn-(take a look in the mirror)

Last item bought:
dickies and paper

Last annoyance:
my cousin

Last disappointment:
coming in for work

Last ice cream eaten:
its not ice cream but i had a popsicle

Last soda drank:
monster

Last time wanting to die:
last weekend i just thought that nobody cared about me and i didnt care about myself

Last time scolded:
yesterday

Last shirt worn:
white tank

Last web site visited:
live journal

//5 bands you've been listening a lot to lately:
1) KORN
2) sublime
3) KORN
4) n'sync
5) 94'7sampiler

//09 things you look forward to:
1)graduateting high school
2)getting a volkswagen (GTI)
3)lossing weight
4)tone up and actually get in shape
5)getting a job
6)moving out
7)my cousin getting his kid
8)getting my lip peicred
9)keeping my truck

//8 things you like to wear:
1)pants
2)shirts
3)my dickies skirt
4)socks
5)big shirts
6)bra
7)underwear
8)make-up

//07 things that annoy you:
1)people
2)my mom
3)being poor
4)stupid drivers
5)cops
6)teachers

//06 things you say mosts days:
1)fuck you
2)i hate you
3)NO
4)bitch
5)your dumb
6)GOD

//05 things you do everyday:
1)Drive
2)complain
3)bitch
4)talk
5)listen to music.

//04 people you want to spend more time with:
my cousin (jeanna), alexa, michelle, jorden...

//03 movies you could watch over and over again:
1)my girl
2)save the last dance
3)you got served (i love the dancing)

//02 of your favorite songs at the moment:
1)Korn-ya'll want a single
2)usher you got it bad

//01 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1)i dont know and i dont think that i have really found that person yet but i will or he will find me one or the other

Current mood: worried

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6:06PM - wow

dude dont you just love the feeling of everybody being on your back at shit you didnt even know about or anytihng liek that i fucking hate it.

but anyways i been ok i guess im in orentation for lchs and thats ok i guess i dont know anybody in my class so i guess i will get me work done (right) but i havent done much lately cause tina doesnt have a car but thats ok...
i missed the static X concert that sucks but its ok i will see them againim sure of that.
but i think thats it ill see you guys later

Current mood: bitchy

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5:00PM - blah

well i can say that i famouse for things that never happen right. well saturday i didnt go dancing because yea i got stood up whats new nothing ever happens the way that i want it to though, everyone was right about everything..
and now my cousin wants me to go out with his friend that i dont even know and the last time i did that i like him and he did like me and that always seems to happen to me and i cant stand it FUCK I HATE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!! but i dont know what were going to do tonight so i'll tell you later buh bye

Current mood: board

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12:50AM - omg

i have never been happier then this i think!!!!!!!!

well lets just say that anthony and i will have alot of fun dancing and shit like that who knows what will happen.

so he came down to me house and was using the phone and then i was like here finish this drawing of my name and he started it and then was like i tried but my eyes wont stay open and i said ok, then he wrote me and was like come down to tonyas house (my neighbor) in a few minutes and so i did... and so i went in his room and i dont think that, that was very smart because we sat in there and made out anyways i gtg ok ttygl buh bye im out




kyla

Current mood: accomplished

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1:12PM

so last night i went with my mom to go play bingo and then i called tina and had her pick me up so we went to her house and sat and talked and then james showed up and we were going to watch kill bill but we just never got around to it so then alex called and was like come get me so we did and tina was hungey so we went to muchas gracas(sp)...

so we finished eatting we thought what the fuck lets go drive because tina didnt have a head ache anymore so we drove around until about 11:30 and then she droped of alex and then me and went home...

so when i got home i had a house full on mexicans it was not kool but hey one of them just agve me $20 just because so i thought that was kool and then i thought what the fuck i want to go to wal-mart so me and kelli went to wal-mart and made a complete fool out of us by saying that this guy that was helping us check the price of something was hot and we were like here my number and then i looked up and he was sitting there laughing at us it was not kool but that was my nihgt well i also stayed up until about 5:00am for absolutly no reason it was fun though

Current mood: stressed

Current music: you got bad- usher

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2:36AM - BOARD

blonde! ur so ditsy! ur most probly evil as well!
NICE!


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Your Heart is Red


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My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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You have an angry soul! Angry Souls arent always
angry, but they cannot easily forgive and hold
grudges. You probably often get in fights with
your friends and family, and its difficult for
you to understand. When someone makes a
mistake, you dont let go easily and hold on to
those memories. Your very stubborn and your
rage is known to everyone. Though you never
actually mean it, you can say mean things in a
fight and go over board. Many people are
sometimes intimidated by your anger. But you
have many redeeming qualities and those are
that you are quite intelligent and smart. You
would make a good businesswoman or lawyer
because you know how to prove your point. You
cherish the ones around you, and appreciate
life, even though you can complain or throw a
tantrum now and then. The good things is, you
keep your emotions very outspoken, and are
normally a very happy person because all your
rage is let on the outside. Anger is simply a
state, but you, yourself as a person, are
great.


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Definitely! Someones gotta crush on you! It's
Obvious that this guy likes you, so stop
doubting it! If hes a little shy and hasnt said
anything, maybe you should be the one to make
the first move (If you feel the same way of
course). If you dont feel the same way, and he
has already told you that he likes you, tell
him how you feel in the nicest way possible,
after all he was brave enough to tell you.


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Current mood: depressed

Current music: HOW COME-EMINEM

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11:45AM - mannnnn

well lets see from the last time i updated i was at jj's house getting ready to go to the fair we left his house around 5:30pm and then went to tina's house while she got ready i guess that she told me to call james but i didnt hear her say that, so then i call him and he's like yea i can drive im on my way but me and tina still had to go to my house.

so we get to my house and tina and pat start talking and that went on for awhile and then james call's "i'm at tina's, where are you guys," so im like ok were on are way ok, oh ok buy...


THE FAIR...... the first fucking ride is the inverter yea well i can say just cause im 18 dont mean shit i still cried tlike a little baby but whatever it was fun for the reat of the time and i feel really bad because i still feel like i held james and tina back from going on whatever ride they wanted to go on but i still hope that they had fun (sorry guys)..............

Current mood: mellow

Current music: slow motion

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2:31PM - the fair yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............................

i get to go to the fair with friends and thats kool and tina's going to make me go on a big ride and shit like that but i still think im going to find this very fun so i how i have fun

Current mood: hot

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